i liked the j/b pairing (i still do) because jacob was always one of my favorite characters and i always liked his interactions with bella and i always strictly read him with her (i was finishing fall for you the other day). i always felt they had chemistry. however i see the pairings so separate because of bella being almost 2 different characters. with jacob she seems more daring and with edward more self conscious and tbh more like the character bella was originally stablished as (insecure, a loner, etc). jacob's bella seems more like i think meyer is irl, not bella.
anyway, now all i see online is stuff like "tswizzle's u belong with me video tells a better love story than twilight in 3 minutes" and shit like that and somehow i feel defensive over e/b. and i got reminded the reason the i got sucked in twilight initially was their story (twilight) their tension (when i first read it, i was waiting for them to do it all through the first book and my first thought when buying eclipse was are they going to do it in this book? lol) bella's infatuation and i cant help this feeling feels i could relate to so well, i like the fact they give off a similar aura (being lonely and stuff) and as short as it was, bond over things like books and music (i bonded with my ex boyfriend over anime lol), i like how edward isnt an "alpha male" whos a player with girls, i like how bella is at first like isnt this wrong and unhealthy but then she's like fuck it i want him i want to live this love. i think allowing yourself to be vulnerable is kind of a strenght too. i also like how they dont do the whole will they ever get together or not (example, ron and hermione, and btw i like that pairing, its just that when i first read twilight, i was used to that kinda thing and it surprised me bella and edward got together pretty fast). and i also like the idea of vamps being like penguins only having one true mate.
idk i think all the sudden outsider hate for twilight and e/b general made me realise i do have a soft spot for them. anyone else also feels this way them despite being JB fans? i know it's a J/B community so sorry if this is not allowed and if annoys some of u guys that are J/B hardcore and not E/B at all sorry too i want to talk it out with nice people unlike most lion_lambers who totally hate jacob lol

icon requests;

I'm currently taking icon requests at my comm, beneaththesteps. Jacob/Bella - and Twilight in general - requests are definitely welcome!

So I know I've been a terrible mod. I know I've dumped contests and ignored PMs and generally sucked at J/B.

And you know, I've pretty much dropped out of the fandom. Obviously Breaking Fail started killing off my love, and then the movies went and sucked all over the place and yeah... I just wasn't interested in being angry about it anymore.

BUT BY GOD. Tonight I was sitting there flicking through the 'Dair' tag on tumblr, raving about Faberry to my friend, and making Delena gifs... and it just hit me... I really fucking miss Jacob and Bella. And you know what? As sucky as the source material chose to be and as suckier as the movies chose to be... these two were really special. And you know, they brought a lot of us together, and if you're still out there... I miss you guys.

So, if anyone's still around, let's reminisce. Post quotes. Post drawings. Gifs. Fics. Talk about the ships you're into now and how they compare. And let's all nurse each others' STILL BROKEN HEARTS.

I for instance would like to say that all the ways in which Dan/Blair should have been endgame are the ways Jacob/Bella should have been endgame. Discuss.

PS. I didn't see Breaking Dawn but I did see RPattz's face in it, and to be honest I'm quite fond of RPattz, but there is no denying he looked HILARIOUS IN IT. I MEAN WHAT IS THAT. HOW DO GIRLS FIND THAT SHIT ATTRACTIVE. THE STUPID CONTACTS AND THE PANCAKE FACE AND THE CONSTIPATED EXPRESSION. WHAT. IS. THAT.

PPS. We’re a pretty messed-up pair, aren’t we? Neither one of us can hold our shape together right.

PPPS.

Hello, I have been lurking around this community for years. I really need help finding Forks in the Road by sowrong. I know that thousands of fiction have been pulled but there has to be someone out their that can get me that story. I am slowly going crazy looking for the fiction or author. If anyone has a copy of the story or knows anything about the author and story please comment. I am in desperate need of help and have been reduced to the point of shameless begging. With the Breaking Dawn movie that just came out I really need "Forks in the Road" it was the perfect story


I am sorry for the incredibly long explanation but if any of you can just please take some time out of you're day and help me I would really appreciate it.

Title: Turn and Turn About
Author: light4dawn
Rating: M
Warnings: Very indecisive, aggravatingly canon Bella—and that's all! That's right, this one has NO character deaths, NO excessive violence, and NO overly embellished swearing.

I made the banner and wrote the story, but leelator came up with the title because I suck at coming up with them and she's apparently title goddess!

Summary:

It's Bella's eighteenth birthday, and she is unwittingly forced to go to a birthday party organized by Alice Cullen. We all know what happens there, right? Well in this story, a turn of events results in Jake being invited too! What is young Jacob in for?

Chapter 10 - Will Either of Us Ever Have a Boring Birthday?

Link to main story page: Turn and Turn About

Hi everyone, I don't believe I have ever posted to this community before but it seems wonderful and I was hoping for some assistance. I just took my cousin to see Breaking Dawn part 2 and now all I want is to immerse myself in Jacob/Bella fanfiction and pretend BD never happened. Immediately after the movie I began searching for non angsty  stories and I somehow stumbled upon audreyii-fic, who I think is amazing and I read DoW in a night but I prefer to not cry. So if anyone could link me to more recent stories that are not too angsty I would be forever appreciative!

Title: Picking up the Pieces

Author: exquisite_ugly

Rating/Warnings: M (language, future explicit sex)

Summary: Bella returns to Forks a few years after having married Edward and moving to Alaska. Mistakes and regrets, loneliness and grief, she severs ties and returns to those she truly loves to start over. What will she come home to? AU, A/D/R, M-language/sex

Validation Beta: unalike


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On LJ: Hybrid

On FFn: Hybrid

Title: Picking up the Pieces

Author: exquisite_ugly

Rating/Warnings: M (language, future explicit sex)

Summary: Bella returns to Forks a few years after having married Edward and moving to Alaska. Mistakes and regrets, loneliness and grief, she severs ties and returns to those she truly loves to start over. What will she come home to? AU, A/D/R, M-language/sex

Validation Beta: unalike


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On LJ: An Unexplainable Moment

On FFn: An Unexplainable Moment

Song: Katy Perry - The One That Got Away
Clips Used: Twilight/New Moon/Eclipse/ Breaking Dawn Pt1
Program Used: Sony Vegas 10.0
Summary: AU Bella is getting Married,but deep down she is still in love with Jacob.