anyway, now all i see online is stuff like "tswizzle's u belong with me video tells a better love story than twilight in 3 minutes" and shit like that and somehow i feel defensive over e/b. and i got reminded the reason the i got sucked in twilight initially was their story (twilight) their tension (when i first read it, i was waiting for them to do it all through the first book and my first thought when buying eclipse was are they going to do it in this book? lol) bella's infatuation and i cant help this feeling feels i could relate to so well, i like the fact they give off a similar aura (being lonely and stuff) and as short as it was, bond over things like books and music (i bonded with my ex boyfriend over anime lol), i like how edward isnt an "alpha male" whos a player with girls, i like how bella is at first like isnt this wrong and unhealthy but then she's like fuck it i want him i want to live this love. i think allowing yourself to be vulnerable is kind of a strenght too. i also like how they dont do the whole will they ever get together or not (example, ron and hermione, and btw i like that pairing, its just that when i first read twilight, i was used to that kinda thing and it surprised me bella and edward got together pretty fast). and i also like the idea of vamps being like penguins only having one true mate.
idk i think all the sudden outsider hate for twilight and e/b general made me realise i do have a soft spot for them. anyone else also feels this way them despite being JB fans? i know it's a J/B community so sorry if this is not allowed and if annoys some of u guys that are J/B hardcore and not E/B at all sorry too i want to talk it out with nice people unlike most lion_lambers who totally hate jacob lol